too much of you.

From Dian Sastro to Mariana Renata.
From Kate Bosworth to Megan Fox.

I don't find them intimidating.
They're just too much.

And you are the right portion of your ownself.

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pict taken from here.

fin.

" i want to live in those comic books. Sure there are ups and downs.
But, we always could go to the last page,

and see the beautiful ending. "

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* the pict taken here. thanks!

when you're not around.

it's an 'argentina vs germany' big match time.
I don't really care, but maybe this is going to be useful, if I forgot when i write this thing down.
Maybe it also could answer the 'why'...

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because i'm lonely. that's it.

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People cheering like it was Indonesia who play at the big game. Maybe if it was really Indonesia, I also wouldn't give a damn.

I like to listen to my heart when you're not around. It says " Let's get out of here, you silly!"

sparks that sparked.

he's standing there and i reply his message.
it ain't cheating, we're just chatting.
then why do i feel guilty.
is it because of him that standing there with sparkling eyes, or it's just me.

that sparks remind me of something.
You and me...
should we still be together and let us spark again.
or we better runaway from each other, and find that sparks in someone else's.

travelling without moving (yes, i take it from Jamiroquai's)

Risto is Estonian, Martina is Italian, and Rhys is from Welsch (part of UK, correct me if I'm wrong). Vinny is my best friend on high school and Zaky is my baby, we are Indonesian.

We, the Indonesian desperately wants to go somewhere around Europe to feel winter. They, the Estonian, Italian, and Irish, wants to go around the world to learn everything new, and not minus 30 cold.

from rice, bahasa, hot water after meal, to smoking in public transportation, something that maybe seems very common for most of Indonesian, amazed them. I'm not a culture expert or profesional tour guide, but I enjoyed explaining our 'silly' traditions one by one. In addition, they told us their culture, and answer my silly questions like, "where is Estonia in exact?"

whatever reason we have in mind, it's always nice to meet new people, even when you are still at the same place that you've born in.

It felt like I'm already went abroad.

from left to right : Martina, Risto, Rhys, Vinny, Me, Zaky, hanging out on Roemah Kopi

thank's to concidered our country for you 'around the world' destination. Wait for us, the Indonesian in Europe! *and please make sure that we could have rice--or nasi goreng even better--for meal, when we reach your country... haha

ps : Vie, bring me more foreigners, and I'm totally going to go pro with this guiding thing. haha!

dearest listeners

sometimes, it's exhausting to be everyone's lover. you have to be nice, put your smiley voice, and pretend as if you are in a good mood. no matter how sick their comments are, or how it affect our dignity as a person.

we are just ordinary people. that's what you should now about us, announcers. we laugh as much as we cry, and we're angry as much as we're happy. all dearest listeners, please be kind. and you're gonna hear us smiling, like we mean it.

"it's nice to be important, but it's 'more' important to be nice..."

*dedicated to all dearest skylover. appriciate us like you want to be appriciated. that would be nice.

darker you, darker me.

" I like the darker you. So i could cheer you up, and feel like I'm special and important to you. I hate the darker me, because even if you're not there to cheer me up, you're still special to me..."

taken from my "twitter" page, January 5th, 2010
photo by : Rizky Amalia

an unimportant message for important people

Dear Mommy and Daddy,

Please let me do what i really want.

I want to move to Bali and finished my book (our book, friend!)
I want to travel around the world and try living abroad
I want to have my own fashion line, and work myself full time on that

Dear Mommy and Daddy,
Just let me see the world...Because, maybe, it's just about time...

Yours Sincerely,
daughter and an independent person

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hectisism.

A word that reverse to a hectic situation, which made u want to jump from an 11 storeys building and die instantly.
--me