“Why are you so afraid of me?”
“Because we will eventually
break each other apart…”
***
Reverse psychology. The easiest act of manipulation. What
you need to do is basically intentionally saying something the opposite way from
what you actually desire people to do. And by any means, people’s tendencies to
resent what others tell them to do will get you what you want easier than
taking a lollipop from little baby.
But, what if that you practice it so well that you start to do
it to your own-self?
Doing things you said ‘don’t do’ to your self. Doing things
you know bad. Doing things you know will only hurt you. Doing things with
regret.
Things like planning to get really drunk. Things like
calling your weird crush to seduce him while you get really drunk. Things like
saying things you aren’t suppose to say that comes out too stupid to count as
seduction. Things like kissing him goodbye so casually after the failed
seduction that you started to believe as your special thing with him. Things
like going home with somebody else instead of him—the one that you’ve planned
to seduce at first—and making out like crazy teenagers. Things like making out
with someone you don’t really want to, only to find out he is belong to someone
that waiting for him at home.
Things like spending nights wanting other’s that you know
will only bring regrets to your mornings.
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Even that night was quite a blur already, what happened
after were more of broken splitting images. I only remember one pathetic
sentence that I recite over and over again in my head while all of that happened. I wish
it were you. I wish it were you. I wish it were you.
I wish it were you with me at this moment.
I wish it were you with me at this moment.
***
“I know (I know) you belong
To somebody new
But tonight
You belong to me
My honey I know
With the dawn
That you will be gone
But tonight
You belong to me…”---Eddie Vedder, taken from: Tonight You
Belong to Me.
