siapa yang tahu waktu akan membawa kita kemana, ya?

Kadang kita bertukar rokok.
Kadang sekedar bertukar lagu.

Kadang cuma bertukar kabar tidak penting.

Ada satu bagian dari diri saya yang selalu bertanya-tanya, apakah kamu orangnya?

Jika iya, entahlah apa saya akan merasa lega atau menyesal, membiarkan kamu menunggu begitu lama.

Tapi, siapa yang tahu waktu akan membawa kita kemana, ya?

too much of you.

From Dian Sastro to Mariana Renata.
From Kate Bosworth to Megan Fox.

I don't find them intimidating.
They're just too much.

And you are the right portion of your ownself.

***

pict taken from here.

fin.

" i want to live in those comic books. Sure there are ups and downs.
But, we always could go to the last page,

and see the beautiful ending. "

***

* the pict taken here. thanks!

when you're not around.

it's an 'argentina vs germany' big match time.
I don't really care, but maybe this is going to be useful, if I forgot when i write this thing down.
Maybe it also could answer the 'why'...

***

because i'm lonely. that's it.

***

People cheering like it was Indonesia who play at the big game. Maybe if it was really Indonesia, I also wouldn't give a damn.

I like to listen to my heart when you're not around. It says " Let's get out of here, you silly!"

move through.

kantor ini ternyata membosankan.
saya baru ingat, pertemanan yang membuatnya menyenangkan.

mungkin saya harus bekerja di taman kanak-kanak saja. Meskipun saya benci anak-anak, tapi setidaknya pertemanan mereka tulus.

***

I'm ready to move forward, now.
Wait for me folks!

i'm a fuckin' mess.

I try to pick up the pieces of me everywhere, but now i'm getting tired.
I'm indeed a fuckin' mess, and i don't know what to do to myself.

the reason why

"i like indie-music, because of the same reason why i like you.

............

not everybody likes it."

dunia : sebuah komedi berputar

"komi(e)di putar
tempatku tamasya
seperti dunia putarannya pelan penuh mimpi
komi(e)di putar tempatku bermain
sekarang kelata
lain waktu putri"

originaly from : Komidi Putar-Bonita

sparks that sparked.

he's standing there and i reply his message.
it ain't cheating, we're just chatting.
then why do i feel guilty.
is it because of him that standing there with sparkling eyes, or it's just me.

that sparks remind me of something.
You and me...
should we still be together and let us spark again.
or we better runaway from each other, and find that sparks in someone else's.

please, press play

I love these words, taken from Pandji's album tittle :

"You'll never know when somebody come and press play in your paused life" (yeah, something like that...i don't know for sure)

today, somebody press play in my paused life. Not my boyfriend, best friend, or anyone special. He's a stranger, that I meet only on class. my lecturer.

Dear Mr, thank you very much. i'm so happy that i could cry.

and now, i could dance over my life again.

have to start over, don't we ?

i miss the days when love is much way simpler.
easy to be described and has no drama.

i miss you.
and our days, when there is soo much smile.
when i trust you more than anybody else.

let's start over, baby...

darker you, darker me.

" I like the darker you. So i could cheer you up, and feel like I'm special and important to you. I hate the darker me, because even if you're not there to cheer me up, you're still special to me..."

taken from my "twitter" page, January 5th, 2010
photo by : Rizky Amalia

di suatu malam minggu

"... gue ngga bisa bohong, bahwa gue bener-bener percaya sama lu. Gue percaya lu akan jadi sesuatu...."

*It feels really nice, when somebody believe that you're something, instead of nothing. thank you....

an unimportant message for important people

Dear Mommy and Daddy,

Please let me do what i really want.

I want to move to Bali and finished my book (our book, friend!)
I want to travel around the world and try living abroad
I want to have my own fashion line, and work myself full time on that

Dear Mommy and Daddy,
Just let me see the world...Because, maybe, it's just about time...

Yours Sincerely,
daughter and an independent person

***

hectisism.

A word that reverse to a hectic situation, which made u want to jump from an 11 storeys building and die instantly.
--me

seperti debt collector

seperti debt collector, saya yakin dia akan menagih sesuatu kapan-kapan.

Saya tidak ingin berhutang pada mu, hanya karena kamu menginginkan saya.

Maka saya akan diam, dan terus tidak menginginkan mu.

Saya
Hanya
Tidak seperti itu.

pengakuan yang harus diakui

"(nyengir) ehmm...i'm late ..."

"what (datar)?"

"Late...I'm late 30 minutes for morning show...(sambil menyiapkan alasan)"

"owh, yes...(melanjutkan baca koran)."

"..."

well, harus diakui itu pengakuan ter-kaku yang pernah saya akui. Tapi apa boleh dikata, pengakuan harus tetap dilakukan karena harus, khan ?

a (re)call to a (good)friend

" ...And then that word grew louder and louder
'Til it was a battle cry
I'll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye

Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean it's never been this way before
All you can do is try to know who your friends are
As you head off to the war..."

(the call, by : Regina Spektor)

* dedicated to a friend, "I'll fill your book to the very end, because you've had fill mine..."